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last night my teeth fell out like ivory type writer keys... [02 Jun 2004|11:58am]

new livejournal: this4letterlie

add me/ill add you back?

 i need to think about a lot of stuff its killing me!

dont forget...add me [this4letterlie]

je'taime

5 hopes dead

it paints the world in red and broken glass... [01 Jun 2004|09:13am]
not too much happened yester day
i got a new cell phone, its really neat
then cam home and went for a little drive
i hung out with the crew and played futbol...
some damn wigger fucks took the court from us
so we were forced to play on the streets like mexicans
oh well...
i saw this survey on dave's lj thought it was kinda neat

thursday
Thursday is writing your life story!you're more
concerned with the bigger issues of life rather
than high school drama. this is all well and
good, but don't get so caught up in your
figurative language that it seems like you're
speaking Nepalese. like that's a language.


Which Band Is Writing Your Life's Story?
brought to you by Quizilla

hah...would you look at that
today i think im gonna just chill and relax
oh shit guys...i need some recomendations on some movies to rent...good ones
that was a kinda of racial entry..sorry!
bye bye
8 hopes dead

i lay my self to sleep tonight... [29 May 2004|10:15pm]
today has been quite emotional for me
i dont think i will be seeing my best friend, john david bishop, for a long time...he is off to florida then new his new residance in Maryland..
i also found out that a really really pretty girl likes me!!
she is really sweet and nice, i think i like her too..
today i hung out with pat, woody, caitlin, michael " don, king pin, butch" hoyt, christi, bill, john and dave.
oh shit, ilya and nana were there
right now i have so many emotions running through my mind, im kind of all a blur with my thoughts.
if any one wants to hang out, leave a comment or whatever..
i miss john already!!!



bye bye
11 hopes dead

your weapons are useless...drop the gun... [11 May 2004|05:05pm]
so i took some quiz on this site
this is what i am...

HARDCORE
you're XhardcoreX!


How can I label you?
brought to you by Quizilla
13 hopes dead

Any piece of clothing can be sexy with a quietly passionate woman inside it... [02 May 2004|12:49pm]
so this weekend wasnt too bad...
friday sexy nana and her friend came over and hung out with bill john and I
saturday emmma came over to bills house so john, bill, emma, and i hung out at johns house...then david, bill and i made spaghetti at like 11 at night and watched trick shot billiards...fun times...im gonna miss you kang!
then bill spent the night and we just chilled and watched the lightening..
i donno what im gonna do today prolly hang with the crew...i think bills mom is getting bill and i mcdonalds now...im not sure..but she is so nice
i got to see christi on sat...that was nice..i havent seen her in a while!!

i need to meet some new people so comment and we can talk or something...





yummie poptarts

bye bye beautifuls
xoxox </3
11 hopes dead

a bracelet made of gold and scarlet thread around her wrist... [25 Apr 2004|12:50pm]
hey everyone..sorry i havent done shit in
this thing for a while
i have been kinda busy lately
not much going on in my life right now..lol
i saw kill bill vol. 2 yesterday
that movie is the shit
kicks the matrix's ass
you know what guys? i need a cell phone!
i think im gonna be able to see THRICE!!!
cant wait..man its soo far away....what ever
bye bye beautiful
xoxox kkk
5 hopes dead

we left town with knives as red as the night... [06 Apr 2004|12:14am]

its spring break and its ok? ummm...donno what im gonna do today wed. im going to the mall so if anyone wants to meet or hangout ill be there all day shit...i played basketball today, im terrible, but i packed ilya...it was nice I.OWNED.THE.RUSSIAN.FUCKER. staying over ay bills place wed. night...gonna be fun nana told me to tell you: she went to the tanning bed she wants me to go to six-flags...but i wont!! im a pussy too bad your not as tan as me josh kenny's show thing this friday...MARI YOU BETTER BE THERE shit im tired guys.. oh yeah ellee made me a my space, so if anyone has one you can add me... [starswillxfade] thanks ellee! youreyeslooksoprettyattheendofthebarrel

15 hopes dead

light the world on fire, just to watch it burn... [02 Apr 2004|02:55pm]
this week has gone by really really slow
and now that its spring break it will fly by
oh well, not much happened this week
took alot of test and improved my grades
but who cares...
spring break....yay!!
haha, i have no idea what im gonna do this break
spend the nights with the crew
fun fun...can't wait
shit i realized im gonna play so much guitar this break
what else is there to do...tell me please
im out

xoxox kkk
<3
8 hopes dead

still recorded were the words that dribbled out his kiss... [28 Mar 2004|03:51pm]
yesterday i went to the mall
john, dave and i saw "taking lives"
holy shit that movie is good
and the most beautiful woman alive is in the movie
angelina joley...wow
and i say colleen and meagan
that was a nice suprise
then we walked around and looked at shoes
bill and i tried on so many girl pants
it was loads of fun...
at the end of the night we all bought a starbucks
good shit!!
caramel mocha frap...shit!!
well im bored now
later

xoxox kkk
19 hopes dead

so we kiss like little kids... [27 Mar 2004|11:17am]
ok...now every thing is cleared up
we have everyone back
there isnt much going on around here
today i think im going to the mall with the crew
hope i can buy some new shoes!!
thrice and dahsboard are coming over the summer
if anyone wants to give me money so i can go...
its much appreciated...
damn its 45 bucks, atleast thats what have heard
shit guys, i need to get my permit
oh well
later kids

xoxox kkk
3 hopes dead

best friends means best friends to me... [24 Mar 2004|03:07pm]
i hope he realizes it wasnt worth it
please dont do it again
friends or drugs?
your choice...

kkk xoxxo
9 hopes dead

cut the jet-black from my hair... [22 Mar 2004|03:17pm]
sat was battle of the bands
that was ok...there was a couple af really good hardcore bands..on behalf...angus fei..
sunday i didnt really do anything
just chilled with the crew
today was school and it was really boring as usual
sunday night this really cool girl IMed me...
she's really awsome
oh shit kids...i got a fucking 88 on a geometry quia today...
so hopefully my grade should go up from a damn 55...lol

xox kkk
2 hopes dead

cut the throats of babies for them... [19 Mar 2004|04:16pm]
battle of the bands tomorrow
fun fun
john bishop, bill pegg, and maby ilya senatorive are coming with me
i have met what has to be the nicest girl...
mari you are so neat...i love it
man, so far the week has been really boring
oh yeah...tonight dave and i are going to play..
"timberwolves at new jersey" with both guitar
that will be fun

kkk </3
2 hopes dead

every one on the dance floor is doomed... [15 Mar 2004|03:38pm]
shit...today sucked
oh well
hey i want a new livejournal so if you have any
recomendations on new user names i could really use your help
man theres not alot to say in here today
i guess ill post a song/writting i wrote month or two ago
here it is, tell me what you think...

transparent lungs hung by crimson threads.
suffocating corsettes drawn too loose.
cut the ties to expose the scarlet lies.
another clock stands still while time flies by.
strike the match before it fades to ashes.
as the one lit from our heart did.
the vital signs run flat as barbed wire fences steal our lives.
for now we throw knives in the dark.
hoping to miss our mark.
we wake from the sound of a siren as a gun shot marks the start of a new day...

needs some work, so its still in progress..

<3
6 hopes dead

[13 Mar 2004|12:48pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

I havent updated in awhile. All i've done for awhile is hang out with my friends. Atleast my parents have lightened up lately. I feel so distraught though. John may be moving at the end of this year to Maryland. This is going to suck so bad if he does. I think i'll cry. Oh and if any of you lucky ladies out there havent heard i'm single again. :)


<3 xoxo KKK

9 hopes dead

17 hours...16 to go... [27 Feb 2004|03:40pm]
ahhh!!!! tommorrow.
i CAN NOT wait any longer
17 hours...16 to go...
what the fuckkk:
Khal and uhh
  • Secretly had one e-girl.
  • Enjoy opportunities to actually see each other as it mightn't lead to pregnancy
  • Share an interest in Babylon 5.
Orchestrated by ianiceboy

good luck tommorrow at you dance competition christi!!!
i hope you do really well and have an awsome time...
man its gonna be great
i hope the pics i take turn out to be good, i hope so...
good luck!!
hahaha, there are two blue balls sitting next to me
doesnt that sound lovely
bye...
4 hopes dead

if this is only a hotel can i check myself out...? [19 Feb 2004|03:50pm]
i dont even know what to write in here anymore
i have too many serious thought racing through my head at one time, and i dont like it
my past few days, or weeks rather have been so dull
all i get now is bitchin from my parents... "go study, you know you have a test tommorrow."
heres a new one...the other day my dad and i got into a HUGE
argument about my math grade (some times i feel like he doesnt even care about me, all he really cares about is my god damn math grade), he thinks im throwing my life away because i dont know what i want to have as a career, i can tell you this though, it wont have anything to do with god damn geometry..any ways durring this argument he tells me that the house in which i live is just a "hotel." i come home and sleep then go to my friends houses and chill with them.
then i said "if this is only a hotel, can i check my self out?"
basically i told them i want nothing to do with them, i mean everytime im with my family i end up arguing with them and we never get anywhere.
oh well
im so tired of everything right now, maby i need to go to bed early one of these nights

its.time.to.resist.because.what.does.my.heart.know...
12 hopes dead

yours truly... [14 Feb 2004|04:03pm]
some times i want to fucking kill him...
FUCK
iloveyou
9 hopes dead

pats reading on the female anatomy... [08 Feb 2004|12:48pm]
once again this weekend was great
john is staying over all weekend ...its fun
and yesterday was pats party...christi was there
that made it tons better
although she seemed like she was mad at me
im really sorry i couldnt make it earlier
but yeah, now im sitting here

i love you
i love you
i love you
3 hopes dead

you're amazing, [04 Feb 2004|08:52pm]
i love you<3
11 hopes dead

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